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This blog is a collaboration of my many years of research on many different topics. It is hard to ignore the extreme corruption and deceit that has become the new normal in this country and in the world. I just look at evidence. I go into each topic/event hoping to debunk the conspiracy, but more often than not, I can't. I am not here to preach or convince anyone of anything, I am just sharing my findings. Do your own research, make up your own mind.
Showing posts with label Doubt. Show all posts
Showing posts with label Doubt. Show all posts

March 25, 2026

The Absolute Cringe that is Erika Kirk

From the first time I watched a video of Erika—well before the shooting—I remember having a strong reaction to her presentation style. Something about it struck me as overly polished and performative. I couldn’t quite articulate why at the time, but it felt less like someone speaking naturally and more like someone consciously playing a role. 



Part of that impression came from how she framed herself publicly. She leaned heavily into the image of the submissive, dutiful stay-at-home wife, encouraging women to prioritize having children, staying home to raise them, and allowing their husbands to lead while they serve as supportive partners. To be clear, the core principle of parents raising their own children rather than relying heavily on daycare is something I actually agree with. So the issue wasn’t necessarily the values themselves.

What stood out to me was the presentation of those values. It often felt highly curated—almost like a brand or persona rather than an organic reflection of a private individual. When public figures adopt very defined roles like that, it can sometimes create a sense that the audience is seeing a performance rather than the full complexity of a person.

That doesn’t necessarily mean the beliefs are insincere, but it can make the overall impression feel unusual or difficult to read. From the beginning, her public persona struck me that way—carefully constructed and somewhat opaque, which left me with a lingering sense that something about it didn’t fully ring authentic to me. Nonetheless, I didn’t give it another thought. 

Then after September 10th, the internet flooded us with the widow Kirk and it’s all something we cannot unsee. From her first public address to the country just 2 days after the event, a snowball of inauthenticity began - and hasn’t stopped since. 

I want to point out two important things: one is that Erika had only been in Charlie's life for 6 years. SIX years only. It's around 7 years that you really get to know your spouse. Two: Charlie was very clear where he stood on marriage and parenting. Both he and Erika were very vocal about traditional roles and the wife staying home to raise the kids. She herself says there is no balance of work and child raising. To raise good kids, a parent must be dedicated to that position entirely. Keep that in mind. 

Let’s go through this incredible schedule she has been on: 

September 10, 2025 - shooting

September 11, 2025 - Erika is with the Vances' on Airforce Two. She is not with any family member or personal friend. She's with Usha and JD Vance. Weird. 



September 12, 2025 - addressing the nation in Charlie's office. The fact alone that her husband's body wasn’t even cold yet, and she should have been comforting her kids and being a hot mess, she was apparently focused on addressing the nation with a 20-minute-long speech just TWO DAYS afterwards.

My mother died suddenly in 2020, and my siblings and I were devastated. Distraught. Basket cases. We didn't even hold a gathering or a funeral for 2 weeks. I can’t imagine in any way being presentable and composed enough to recite a long-ass speech to the nation. Wrong, weird, and Cringe level 100.



September 14, 2025 - She posts a video of herself hanging over his casket whispering I love yous and caressing his hands, while showing some big metal. She actually had to say to someone, “video me saying goodbye to Charlie so I can post it.” And sadly, this person agreed. It is beyond weird to the point of gross. 


September 16, 2025 - Erika is named CEO of TPUSA and addresses the whole staff via Zoom call. It is super cringy. 
Here are some key statements she makes: 
  • TPUSA will continue and it will be bigger and better than ever
  • He's here, more than ever and would want us to get to work 
  • I will make sure you all have a job here, because you're all family (she gets choked up)
  • I am here in the trenches with you
  • You are all family
  • He's "obviously" celebrating in heaven 
  • He would want everyone to work even harder 
  • I feel so blessed and honored
  • Everyone grieves differently, so don't read into that 

watch the full video here:
https://twitter.com/i/status/2016678155537277045



September 21, 2025 - The Memorial Celebration for Charlie Kirk. This event presented like a combo of an RNC rally and a Christian revival. Pyrotechnics galore. Thematic music. Preachy political speeches. People speaking and saying lots of words but none of them described or elaborated on who Charlie was as a person. There were merch tables to buy tshirts, hoodies, hats, etc. There were voter sign up tables. There were donor sign ups. Her performance was beyond performative. Cringe x 100. 





Sept 23, 2025 - Company Zoom call (audio only) where she says the following:
  • “You guys, we pulled off the event, of the century” with a giggle. 
  • Our merch sales hit over $200,000
  • You guys, donations are over $100 million and growing
  • We have like 50,000 hat orders to fill 
  • You guys have been putting in 70 hour weeks 
  • Charlie would want you to keep working 




Sept 26, 2025 - The Charlie Kirk Show podcast guest. She is beaming. Big smiles. Laughing. Saying how she is “so excited” to move forward. Cringe level 12. 




October 21, 2025 - White House Medal of Freedom for Charlie Kirk. Erika is dressed so inappropriately in a sheer black top that gives BDSM vibes. Charlie would never approve. 



October 30, 2025 - Ol’ Miss TPUSA event. Erika shows up in TIGHT black leather pants. Charlie went on a rant once about women wearing leggings and skin tight pants. A big no-no. I believe he used the word "disgusting". This is also the event where she hugged JD Vance and had her hand running through his hair. It was so cringe. 50+




November 5, 2025 - Jesse Walters interview. This is when she reveals that Charlie's last night, he slept in his daughter's room and didn't say goodbye to her in the morning. She also reveals what she told her daughter about where daddy is. "He's working in Heaven with Jesus so he can afford your blueberry budget." I find that incredibly damaging to GiGi. That girl will either be in constant therapy, or on the pole. She was weird and cringy as per usual. 


 

 
November 6, 2025 - Legacy Award for Charlie Kirk. Her choice of styling is just awful. In my opinion. The eye makeup is next level editorial photo shoot inappropriate. 




November 10, 2025 - White House Sergio Gor appointment. Why?




November 24, 2025 - Megan Kelly live event. Another inappropriate black sheer lace outfit. Just poor taste. 




December 3, 2025 - NYT Book Summit. Again, WHY? 



December 7, 2025 - Mar-a-Lago TPUSA Fundraiser. $10,000 per plate. Yet another hideous, black dress. She's all smiles all night. 



December 8, 2025 - Hannity 
December 9, 2025 - Fox and Friends 
December 9, 2025 - Brian Killmeade
December 10, 2025 - Outnumbered 
December 11, 2025 - Will Cain 
December 12, 2025 - Glenn Beck
December 13, 2025 - CBS Town Hall 
December 15, 2025 - Candace Owens private meeting in Tennesee
December 18, 2025 - AMFest 
December 28, 2025 - Fox Sunday News

Are you fucking kidding me?? 



April 13, 2022

COVID and Snake Venom

 This interview with Dr Bryan Ardis is fascinating. He explains his theory that COVID is actually snake venom. Here are some of his statements:

“I am convinced that COVID-19 is not a respiratory virus of any kind. It is actually venom poisoning and they’re using, I believe, synthesized peptides and proteins from venoms of snakes and they’re administering them and targeting them to certain people."

"When I say that the mRNA inside of the Pfizer and Moderna shots is derived from snake venom, it just sounds crazy, right? But I want you to read…from July 6th last year, 2021,  ‘Moderna co-founder using mRNA technology to treat venomous snake bites.’

There are an endless number of clues that support Bryan’s suspicions. As Canadian Dr Hoffe noted, people who’d been vaccinated had elevated D-dimer levels but before the advent of COVID, elevated D-dimer numbers were commonly indicative of snake venom poisoning.

Bryan says, “The kidney failure caused by remdesevir is the number one organ targeted of king cobra venom. It’s the number one!”

He says there isn’t one symptom or adverse reaction from the COVID vaxxines that cannot be correlated back to snake venom from cobras, kraits and other poisonous snakes.

Here's the video - it's a must watch 

https://forbiddenknowledgetv.net/watch-the-water-full-movie/

January 17, 2022

68 Reasons to NOT get the Jab


This is a simple list of reasons to not accept the Covid-19 vaccines. Some come from the vaccine manufacturers, and some from the government, but most are just common sense rationale that should be obvious to anyone who thinks for themselves. This list sums up my own personal concerns about the safety, effectiveness, or necessity of the vaccines. I offer this as a comparison to the few, seemingly contradictory, reasons being given to unquestionably accept the vaccines.

1. The three manufacturers, Pfizer, Moderna, And Johnson & Johnson have said don’t take their vaccines if you have allergies.

2. All three have said don’t take the vaccine if you are pregnant or breastfeeding.

3. All three have said don’t take the vaccine if you have a bleeding disorder or are on blood thinner.

4. All three have said don’t take the vaccine if you have heart disease.

5. All three have said don’t take the vaccine if you have a fever.

6. All three have said don’t take their vaccine if you have taken another vaccine.

7. All three have said don’t take the vaccine if you are immunocompromised or on a medicine which affects your immune system.

8. The CDC has said don’t take the vaccines if you have had an allergic reaction to any of the ingredients.

9. If the manufactures, themselves, have advised against the vaccines for certain people, then why do most of the people pushing the vaccines refuse to give any information (or even acknowledge it) on who should not take which vaccine, and which one is best for you?

10. Why do they simply demand, “Do what you’re told.”?

11. If they don’t care that a certain vaccine may be harmful to certain people, they obviously don’t really care about our health and safety.

12. The Covid-19 “vaccines” are a different type of vaccine which has never been approved before. The vaccines are experimental, and we simply don’t know yet how safe they are. It is impossible to know the long-term effects of the vaccines.

13. These “vaccines”, by definition, are not vaccines, but medical treatments.

14. It is against the law for anyone to force a person to take a medical treatment, but many are attempting just that.

15. If the vaccines are safe, why are you required to declare the manufacturers not liable for injury or death?

16. If the vaccines are safe, why do the government officials, pushing for mandatory enforcement of this experimental medical treatment, also have zero liability if it kills you?

17. If the vaccines are safe, why does the government (VAERS) publicly display the numbers of deaths and injuries following vaccinations?

18. Why are these numbers immediately discounted as being unconnected, with no room for discussion?

19. If the vaccines are indeed safe, why aren’t people being openly and honestly told these new “vaccines” have never been used before on humans, and there is simply no way to know what the long-term effects will be?

20. If the vaccines are effective, why do the vaccinated still have to wear masks?

21. If the vaccines are effective, why do the vaccinated still have to be tested?

22. If the vaccines are effective, why do the vaccinated still have to practice social distancing?

23. If the vaccines are effective, why are the vaccinated told to avoid contact with the non-vaccinated?

24. The duration of protection from Covid-19 is presently unknown, the vaccine may remain effective for only a few months, and you won’t know when you are again at risk.

25. Since the vaccine only lasts for a limited time, you will need to be regularly vaccinated, and hope you are protected.

26. Getting the vaccine does not guarantee you will be protected. It can take weeks for the vaccine to provide protection, and then, it is only up to 95% effective.

27. Why are we continually being told that the vaccines are 95% effective when only the Pfizer vaccine is considered to be 95% effective, the Moderna vaccine is said to be 94%, and the Johnson & Johnson is only 66-85%, and why are they changing that to simply “effective”?

28. Any solution that is not 100% effective can do more to spread a virus than no solution at all.

29. Even if you are fully vaccinated, you can still get the virus, because the vaccines do not protect you from the virus, but from the sometimes deadly symptoms.

30. Your getting the vaccine does not protect your family, the community, or anyone around you.

31. Getting the vaccine does not stop you from passing the virus on to others. Getting the vaccine only protects you by hopefully lessening the symptoms if you get Covid.

32. If you get infected with the virus, and don’t have symptoms, you might go about life as normal, ignorantly discharging the virus among society.

33. If those promoting the vaccines don’t care about the safety of the people receiving the shots, and the vaccines do no good to protect others, who are they actually trying to benefit?

34. Why have they continually tried to scare us into taking the vaccine, through bloating the numbers by counting people who died with Covid as dying from Covid? And why is any attempt to discuss truth, instantly labeled a “conspiracy theory”?

35. This would not be the first time our government has performed medical experiments on unwitting citizens.

36. With all the contradictions, flip-flopping, manipulated data and graphs, and outright lies, we’ve been given during Covid-19, why should we believe anything we are told?

37. Forcing anyone to participate in a medical experiment is the same as Nazi doctors performing medical experiments on prisoners, and is criminal under International law.

38. The vaccines and boosters damage the natural immune system, which helps protect us from a virus.

39. Covid-19 is a coronavirus (like a cold). ALL coronaviruses can be prevented and treated through more natural methods.

40. All viruses mutate. This means that to be “protected”, you must continuallyaccept new experimental vaccines or boosters.

41. Most people who have taken the vaccines, have done so out of fear or were bullied by society, corporate America, or the government.

42. Most people who have refused the vaccines, have done so because of a lack of evidence for safety or effectiveness. (Or, because they understand a great many things on this list.)

43. Young healthy people have a 99.9% chance of surviving Covid-19, if they even contract the virus. Why is it that those promoting the vaccines for children, demand that school children wear masks which are scientifically proven to be useless against a virus, but proven to inhibit the immune system?

44. After 2 years of Covid ravaging America, less than 1 in 7 people have statistically been known to contract the virus. That number is even less when you consider the number of reinfections.

45. Why are the number of reinfections “rare” when desiring high numbers of cases, but “likely” when referring to the un-vaccinated?

46. Why would 100% of the population have to take an experimental medical treatment, when the vast majority will probably never even be infected by the virus, and if they were, most would be very unlikely to die from it?

47. If the vaccines were actually useful and necessary, would the government have to resort to authoritarian measures to force people to accept it?

48. Wise and all-knowing Hollywood celebrities have promoted it as cool to get vaccinated.

49. Why does “My body. My choice” give a woman the right to kill her unborn baby, but not your right to protect your own body?

50. We are told that “some” of the vaccines used live fetal cells in their development. If you have any religious qualms about this, you should refuse all vaccines until they (the manufacturers, not the fact-checkers) openly disclose the facts.

51. The Covid-19 vaccines appear to be leading us to acceptance to the Mark of the Beast.

52. Why is Big-Tech so aggressively censoring anyone who even questions the necessity of the vaccines, or their safety or effectiveness?

53. Why does the government and their media so aggressively oppress any scientific debate or evidence on the necessity of the vaccines, or their safety or effectiveness?

54. Why does the global elite, with their boldly proclaimed desire to depopulate the world by 95% demand that all us peasants take the vaccine?

55. Bowing down to tyrants only increases their oppression and tyranny tactics.

56. We have a moral and religious responsibility to resist oppression and tyranny.

57. We have a moral and religious responsibility to protect our nation’s rights and liberties.

58. We have a moral and religious responsibility to stand as an example to others.

59. We have a moral and religious responsibility to protect those weaker than us, through our defiance against tyranny and oppression.

60. According to the CDC’s own numbers, Covid-19 has a 99.74% survival rate, IF you even get the virus. Why would anyone, with enough brain matter to think for themselves, risk a medical treatment, that doesn’t stop infection or transmission, is statistically unnecessary for most people, doesn’t last long, has to be continually redone, might kill you or injure you for life, simply to help overcome a cold that has only a .26% (.16% according to cases vs supposed deaths) chance of killing you if you were to even get the virus?

61. Since the vaccinated can still get the virus, if the vaccines work then why isn’t the survival rate increasing?

62. If the vaccines are effective, why aren’t the number of cases decreasing?

63. If the survival rate isn’t increasing, and the number of cases isn’t decreasing, can we view the vaccines as anything less than a total and complete failure?

64. In two years of being demanded that we wear masks, and still no evidence that they do any good, how many years do we have to wait for evidence that the vaccines work?

65. Why is any attempt to present facts which may question the government narrative, instantly labeled as misinformation, disinformation, or conspiracy theories?

66. Why are Democrats threatening to fine people who ask questions like these?

67. Why did the inventor of the mRNA vaccines recently accuse the U.S. government of “manipulating” vaccine data to mask the “huge number of deaths and adverse events that are directly linked” to the vaccines?

68. Why do experts estimate the number of deaths, caused by the vaccines, to be around 300,000?

“You can chain me, you can torture me, you can even destroy this body, but you will never imprison my mind.” -Mahatma Gandhi


December 22, 2021

Jussie Smollett is what is wrong with the US

This story is a great example of how extreme the divide is at this time in the US. 

This guy, a B list actor at best, who is gay and black, was  attacked in Chicago by 2 white men in MAGA hats. 

The actor was out alone walking to a Subway at 2am in 10 degree weather. Two 2 men see him, recognize him, yell at him, give him a scrape on his face, put a noose around his neck and pour bleach on him and run off. They don’t rob him and they happened to have a noose and bleach in hand. 

First off - Subway? The food place? Most wouldn’t walk across the kitchen for Subway. 

Second - if 2 men are walking through the city at 2am WITH a rope noose and a gallon jug of bleach in hand, they must have a very specific mission. Wandering around a city at night hoping to find a black person out alone to jump? 

Third - They barely beat him up. He walked back to his apartment no problem. He had a small scratch on his face. They put a noose around his neck, not even tight and bleach, what does that do? Ruin his jacket maybe? They don’t take his wallet, watch, shoes, jacket?? That’s really lame. 

Anyway, when it hit the news it blew up. It was presented as a Trump fueled attack. 

The MAGA hats + white men + noose = white supremacy 

There was way too much coverage on it. The left absolutely still talks about Trump like he’s still in office. They blame everything on his administration. Any white person that does anything racial is instantly a white supremacist Trump lover. It’s so ridiculous. 

From the very beginning the Chicago police doubted his story. He was uncooperative and he refused to give up his phone. People began commenting about the story not adding up. Anyone with ears and a 11th grade education could see the holes. Well Hollywood blew up about it. Anyone that questioned the validity of his story was instantly a racist and a Trump loving Republican. Talk shows covered it, celebrities tweeted about it, CNN’s Don Lemon became the actors BFF and gave him inside info. 

When it finally was proven that he LIED about the whole thing, he planned it, bought the noose and bleach and hired 2 men from NIGERIA to “attack” him, no one said shit. Not one person that had adamantly spoke out in defense of him said shit. Not one person had the integrity or balls to tweet or speak up and acknowledge the hoax. 

Why anyone would think that staging a racial attack to push some false agenda that white people are racist is RACIST. 





https://nypost.com/2021/12/09/putting-the-lie-to-lefties-race-baiting-for-jussie-smollett/

November 29, 2018

Flat Earth Movement

Many of my feeds include alternative news stories as well as the recent hot topics in the conspiracy world. There is one topic that keeps popping up, that I've avoided like the plague...the flat earth theory. 

March 5, 2018

Did we really go to the moon? I mean, really?


Why haven't we been back? How come no other country has gone also? How did Nasa "lose" every single piece of documentation and photographic evidence?



December 3, 2014

If All Christians Actually Read the Bible...





If all Christians actually read the Bible, I think there would be a huge awakening. It was for me. I have read it twice and can barely stomach the contents, let alone comprehend how anyone can believe and worship such a thing. It is a fantastic story jam packed with all the elements of a top selling novel or movie...power, bloodshed, ego, dominance, love, betrayal, corruption, intolerance and violence. There are no elements of enlightenment, empowerment, harmony or peace. It is mind-blowing.

I have asked several active church going people how often they read the Bible and they all respond, "Oh, every Sunday at church." Ugh. So then I have to re-phrase my already simple question to them. "No, I mean sit down and read page after page, like it is a John Grisham novel." The answer I get is shocking. Most say they read it back in school, years ago. None say they have read it anytime in the last few years. I find this absurd. Christianity is based on the literal word of God, the Bible, and it isn't read by any of it's followers? 

Yes, I agree there are many passages and phrases within the Bible are lovely and comforting. I think that is how they are able to pull it off. Plucking out these parts and ignoring the rest is genius. There is a method to the madness for sure. 

I have asked a few people I know that are active Christians to sit and read the Bible - please - so we can discuss it. Not a one has done this. The fear is so clear. 

“Properly read, the Bible is the most potent force for atheism ever conceived.”
― Isaac Asimov

December 2, 2014

How Religion Hinders Your Intellectual Growth



When you subscribe to a religion, you substitute nebulous group-think for focused, independent thought. Instead of learning to discern truth on your own, you’re told what to believe. This doesn’t accelerate your spiritual growth; on the contrary it puts the brakes on your continued conscious development. Religion is the off-switch of the human mind.

October 15, 2014

Doubting Your Faith?


If you are a Christian experiencing some doubt over your faith, you are going to receive a lot of advice from your fellow Christians. You will be told about how doubt will strengthen your faith and bring you closer to your god. I'm not here to argue with that or to tell you that such a perspective is wrong. I just want to point out that there is another possibility you should at least consider. What if the doubt you are experiencing is a healthy sign that your rational mind is trying to break free from a tradition of superstition?